Let's do this!!!

I had my appointment with the plastic surgeon (a different one than I meet with before) and I think it went pretty well.

Although I may very well regret it by tomorrow, I will be working REALLY hard to lose 20lbs in the next month. I know...... Crazy, right? I feel like I'm insane. But, if I lose it, my risks will be significantly lower for the surgery I'm hoping for. Ideally, I will be getting what's called a deep flap. It takes the fat and skin from my stomach and is used to reconstruct my breasts. This would be AWESOME because I'd be getting somewhat of a tummy tuck along with the reconstruction. How cool is that?!?

Now, I will have to get a couple of lymph nodes removed and tested while I work on losing weight. I don't have a date for that yet, but I'm sure I'll get a call within the next day or so. It's considered an outpatient procedure, but believe I'll still be put under for it.

Even though I'm still feeling pretty good about everything, I am still just a but nervous about the surgeries, but I think that's to be expected. I still believe that God has everything under control, even in the midst of the pandemic happening. I am convinced that without God's peace, I could easily fall into a depression and be upset and angry over the situation. I praise Him for His peace!!!

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